My future is a Schrödinger's cat

Remember when I mentioned that God helped me get through some exams this spring? Well, today is the day when they publish the results of one of them. The most important one of them, in fact.

And when I say "publish", I mean "published". The results are out. I just haven't checked them yet.

You see, the exam was an entrance examination. Yes, I applied to a university. Even though I already have a master's degree from a STEM field, and even though I'd been saying for years that I'm never going back to uni again.

Anyway - the exam went well, and I'm proud of how I did. However, it's perfectly possible that the board didn't share my assessment; it's possible that I failed miserably.  

As long as I don't check the results, I don't know what they thought, if I passed or not, if I'm going to school in the fall or not, if I'll become an architect or not.

It's seems like my entire future is a Schrodinger's cat. As long as I don't check the results, it could be anything.

So a note to my future self: this was the day when I purposefully avoided checking my email all day to experience this weird, deliberate ignorance.