Maybe I was a little hard on myself in yesterday's post. This is easy to say in retrospect, but the last option (patience) should have prevented me from writing the piece at all. Later the same day, I found my way to some YouTube videos about personal transformation, and I realized:
Even though I'm the new me, the old me still exists, and I need to guide her into alignment with the new me with love.
Maybe there's no room for pain or fear or guilt in true change.
RK